言行一致 Speak in action and act your saying

一
繼續誤會一位友人。然後自己也不自覺。又不自覺地批評和投訴。不過，太多假設是不好的。例如他問的，假設你感覺到有人喜歡你，你會否不喜歡他不主動？
點呀？我點感覺到呀？
不過我說，最憎喜歡我的人講俾全世界人知之後得我唔知。

呀，可能是其他人。所以不是我，按上述我的建議就不要告訴我她是誰。對不起不是我。

我想了好一段時間，我有沒有想這位友人喜歡我。
我擔心是我的問題。

二
繼續學習放下。
三
看人子，在想，有誰會明白我呢？值得明白嗎？或者是我的期望過高了。
看Choosing God's Best，開始時總是痛苦的，想起自己這麼輕率地與別人分享談天，但每次看到後段，卻總在想：後段這麼快？那麼這另一半往哪裡找？　
看真愛的等待，又是一個為其他人喜悅的過程。好像其他人經歷了應許，就行了。我是不要緊的，我沒有也不要緊。
四
是時候確認自己放下了。　
(本篇網誌中英文所述友人不是同一人。)
I think of trust. I think of on the surface and inside. I think of letting go. I think of not thinking too much.
Today my friend advised me that I should not linger on the issue. It is easily letting others feel I am very micro minor minded. They would not like the other half to be like this.
I said, and that's good, and then I would be SURE that I would have no other half.
He said, well, but you do want to have one.
I think of, whether I want to have one or want to have none.
I am also not consistent in keep saying that I want to get a boyfriend but at the same time keep acting to expel guys to like me as a potential other half.
That makes a tie.
(N.B. different friends are mentioned in this post as in Chinese and English parts.)