2010年11月25日 星期四
偶遇 The sudden meet up
原暫停的日記，不能不寫。
今天與比好朋友更好的朋友偶遇。
然後前往排戲，由地鐵站前往場地時與戲內對手相遇。
晚上回家，在家樓下遇到弟弟。
I was pausing my diary but I cannot skip today.
I met my better to best friend.
And then I went for drama rehersal. I met another actor on the way.
When I was going home, downstairs at home I met my brother.
今天與比好朋友更好的朋友偶遇。
然後前往排戲，由地鐵站前往場地時與戲內對手相遇。
晚上回家，在家樓下遇到弟弟。
I was pausing my diary but I cannot skip today.
I met my better to best friend.
And then I went for drama rehersal. I met another actor on the way.
When I was going home, downstairs at home I met my brother.
2010年11月23日 星期二
20101123 靈修扎記 Spiritual Journal: 土地 Land
S for 經文 Scripture
約書亞記
19:1 為西緬支派的人、按着宗族、拈出第二鬮．他們所得的地業、是在猶大人地業中間．
19:2 他們所得為業之地、就是別是巴、（或名示巴）摩拉大、
19:3 哈薩書亞、巴拉、以森、
19:4 伊利多拉、比土力、何珥瑪、
19:5 洗革拉、伯瑪加博、哈薩蘇撒、
19:6 伯利巴勿、沙魯險、共十三座城、還有屬城的村莊．
Joshua
19:1 And the second lot came forth to Simeon, even for the tribe of the children of Simeon according to their families: and their inheritance was within the inheritance of the children of Judah.
19:2 And they had in their inheritance Beersheba, and Sheba, and Moladah,
19:3 And Hazarshual, and Balah, and Azem,
19:4 And Eltolad, and Bethul, and Hormah,
19:5 And Ziklag, and Bethmarcaboth, and Hazarsusah,
19:6 And Bethlebaoth, and Sharuhen; thirteen cities and their villages:
O for 觀察 Observation
每支派獲分派城和屬城的村莊(或屬城的郊野)。
Each tribe inherited their cities and their villages (or countryside).
A for 應用 Application
關注屬城的村莊(或郊野)，可能沒有名字，但也是生命的一部分。
Take care of the villages (or countryside), where it might be difficult to be named or described, but are part of life.
P for 禱告 Prayer
主，願我的生命在祢手中，我的一生跟隨祢的道，即使是生命裡最細小的一幅土地，祢的種籽也種植其中而且生長。
Lord, may all my life be in Your hand, and all my life following Your way, and even the smallest plot in my life let Your seeds planted and grow.
約書亞記
19:1 為西緬支派的人、按着宗族、拈出第二鬮．他們所得的地業、是在猶大人地業中間．
19:2 他們所得為業之地、就是別是巴、（或名示巴）摩拉大、
19:3 哈薩書亞、巴拉、以森、
19:4 伊利多拉、比土力、何珥瑪、
19:5 洗革拉、伯瑪加博、哈薩蘇撒、
19:6 伯利巴勿、沙魯險、共十三座城、還有屬城的村莊．
Joshua
19:1 And the second lot came forth to Simeon, even for the tribe of the children of Simeon according to their families: and their inheritance was within the inheritance of the children of Judah.
19:2 And they had in their inheritance Beersheba, and Sheba, and Moladah,
19:3 And Hazarshual, and Balah, and Azem,
19:4 And Eltolad, and Bethul, and Hormah,
19:5 And Ziklag, and Bethmarcaboth, and Hazarsusah,
19:6 And Bethlebaoth, and Sharuhen; thirteen cities and their villages:
O for 觀察 Observation
每支派獲分派城和屬城的村莊(或屬城的郊野)。
Each tribe inherited their cities and their villages (or countryside).
A for 應用 Application
關注屬城的村莊(或郊野)，可能沒有名字，但也是生命的一部分。
Take care of the villages (or countryside), where it might be difficult to be named or described, but are part of life.
P for 禱告 Prayer
主，願我的生命在祢手中，我的一生跟隨祢的道，即使是生命裡最細小的一幅土地，祢的種籽也種植其中而且生長。
Lord, may all my life be in Your hand, and all my life following Your way, and even the smallest plot in my life let Your seeds planted and grow.
2010年11月22日 星期一
20101122 靈修扎記
S
路加福音 第一章61.他們說：你親族中沒有叫這名字的。
O
當我們做一些創新的事，人們都會說過去不是這樣的。
A
最近的困擾是我間或做些非主流的事，但我是非常傳統的人，這節經文提醒我，可以不跟傳統的。別人的反對卻是正常的。
P
天父：祢的旨意高過人的意念。但如非祢的指示，又是清晰明確的，我就不冒這個險了。
About: How to journal: http://www.enewhope.org/firststeps/journaling/
路加福音 第一章61.他們說：你親族中沒有叫這名字的。
O
當我們做一些創新的事，人們都會說過去不是這樣的。
A
最近的困擾是我間或做些非主流的事，但我是非常傳統的人，這節經文提醒我，可以不跟傳統的。別人的反對卻是正常的。
P
天父：祢的旨意高過人的意念。但如非祢的指示，又是清晰明確的，我就不冒這個險了。
About: How to journal: http://www.enewhope.org/firststeps/journaling/
2010年11月19日 星期五
沙漏 Sand timer
前些時候聽「情歌」，想起如果參加歌唱比賽，就這首。
然後向歌唱比賽中心職員兼友人哼唱，我自己也覺得悶，不是好的選曲嗎？
後來一次與一位興趣歌手討教，其實都是找話題，因時間安排或不能參加比賽，但也趁機討教，獲益良多後，真的因為他說我太多不足，所以竟有點想嘗試參賽。(還有是因為兩友人說要出席支持我出賽。)
但無論如何都可以練唱。
今天練唱時，我仔細思想歌詞，突然邊唱邊哭出來。原來心上人留給我的「情歌」是，網誌。我已經由被MV感動變成有自己的故事要說了。
Earlier I listened to 'love song' and I would like to take it for my singing competition.
And then I sang it to the singing contest centre staff cum friend lightly, and I even bored myself. Is it not a good choice of song?
Later I seeked help from a singer for interest. Then I was not going to join the contest due time conflict, but took the chance to get some insights for improvement. After getting valuable comments, I was also told that I am far from fair singing, and it burnt my fire for joining to some extend. (Also because two friends there were supportive to say would see me in the competition.)
Anyway I can practise singing no matter joining or not.
Today I practised. I thought over the lyrics and dropped tear. The Person On My Heart has left 'love song' for me, my blog. Earlier I was touched by the MV of this song and now I have my own story to tell.
然後向歌唱比賽中心職員兼友人哼唱，我自己也覺得悶，不是好的選曲嗎？
後來一次與一位興趣歌手討教，其實都是找話題，因時間安排或不能參加比賽，但也趁機討教，獲益良多後，真的因為他說我太多不足，所以竟有點想嘗試參賽。(還有是因為兩友人說要出席支持我出賽。)
但無論如何都可以練唱。
今天練唱時，我仔細思想歌詞，突然邊唱邊哭出來。原來心上人留給我的「情歌」是，網誌。我已經由被MV感動變成有自己的故事要說了。
Earlier I listened to 'love song' and I would like to take it for my singing competition.
And then I sang it to the singing contest centre staff cum friend lightly, and I even bored myself. Is it not a good choice of song?
Later I seeked help from a singer for interest. Then I was not going to join the contest due time conflict, but took the chance to get some insights for improvement. After getting valuable comments, I was also told that I am far from fair singing, and it burnt my fire for joining to some extend. (Also because two friends there were supportive to say would see me in the competition.)
Anyway I can practise singing no matter joining or not.
Today I practised. I thought over the lyrics and dropped tear. The Person On My Heart has left 'love song' for me, my blog. Earlier I was touched by the MV of this song and now I have my own story to tell.
2010年11月16日 星期二
困境 Stuck
上星期五我的心情不太好，離開座位時，我的袋的手挽卡在抽屜的軌道。應變措施是，我將物品改放在紙袋中，帶走。想不到數天前向別人取來的紙袋竟會有用。回家時心裡也很著急，因為趕著回家。
這幾天的袋也留在抽屜內，但今天終於沉著氣，以耐心把袋子救出來。
教訓是：「不要把頭手伸出車外。」
Last Friday I was annoyed, because when I left my seat, the handle of my bag was holding the rail of the drawer. Then I changed the contents to another bag and moved on.
The bag was left in the drawer for these days.
Today I tried to be patient to bring the bag out.
Moral: 'Keep hands and head in the car.'
這幾天的袋也留在抽屜內，但今天終於沉著氣，以耐心把袋子救出來。
教訓是：「不要把頭手伸出車外。」
Last Friday I was annoyed, because when I left my seat, the handle of my bag was holding the rail of the drawer. Then I changed the contents to another bag and moved on.
The bag was left in the drawer for these days.
Today I tried to be patient to bring the bag out.
Moral: 'Keep hands and head in the car.'
2010年11月15日 星期一
20101115 夢 Dream
今早夢的情景是短宣。屋前有泥濘的阻礙，及後來在分享見證。
This morning dreamt of short missionary trip. There were some water in front of a house and we chatted out testimonials casually.
This morning dreamt of short missionary trip. There were some water in front of a house and we chatted out testimonials casually.
2010年11月14日 星期日
跳躍 skip
今天因為喉嚨痛，藉口遲些起行，沒有前往早堂崇拜和中堂主日學，直接出席步操綵排練習。然後趕赴友人的屬靈的家探訪。
昨天的行程則是從早到晚。友人的專業認可典禮當中遇到同事及中學同學各一。傳授的電腦知識中教導刑事法和民事法的分別。匆忙的晚飯後，練歌再作輕鬆的晚飯。
Today due to sore throat, skipped morning services and mid sunday school, and directly went to practice rally. After that I went to my friend's spiritual home for visit.
Yesterday I was at the street from morning to night. At my friend's professional ceremony I met a colleague and a secondary schoolmate. In computer class I taught about crime and civil offence which one shall go to jail. After the quick dinner, I sing a song and had a light dinner.
昨天的行程則是從早到晚。友人的專業認可典禮當中遇到同事及中學同學各一。傳授的電腦知識中教導刑事法和民事法的分別。匆忙的晚飯後，練歌再作輕鬆的晚飯。
Today due to sore throat, skipped morning services and mid sunday school, and directly went to practice rally. After that I went to my friend's spiritual home for visit.
Yesterday I was at the street from morning to night. At my friend's professional ceremony I met a colleague and a secondary schoolmate. In computer class I taught about crime and civil offence which one shall go to jail. After the quick dinner, I sing a song and had a light dinner.
2010年11月12日 星期五
20101112 夢 Dream
20101112 夢 Dream
被軟禁。但有人陪伴。還有大螢幕電視看。
I am placed under house arrest. But there was someone to be with me. And there is a large screen television for entertainment.
被軟禁。但有人陪伴。還有大螢幕電視看。
I am placed under house arrest. But there was someone to be with me. And there is a large screen television for entertainment.
2010年11月11日 星期四
20101111 夢 Dream - 身世之謎 The trace of heritage
今早發的夢是在尋找一些文件。
This morning dream of finding some documents.
This morning dream of finding some documents.
2010年11月9日 星期二
心無旁鶩 The heart without distractions
心無旁鶩 The heart without distractions
1 心懷掛念
今天一友人問我 'do you miss me' (其實是問另一題，但姑且以此寫blog。)
我十分認真地反省，想想我哪裡讓她覺得我不掛念她。然後鄭重地回覆。
然後她說：I just ask this question in a joking way..
唉，使我心傷。
2 心意相通
在崇拜上有時會與身旁的人手牽手，顯出是同一個集體。
上周六與友人返崇拜時，有一首詩歌我想與兩旁的人牽手，但為免尷尬只是邀請友人，而沒有邀請另一旁的會眾，一位我不認識的姊妹。
這首歌曲唱完了，友人告訴我她與我心意相同，也有感動牽手。
那麼我的主動邀請還不錯。(即使不是也沒有錯。)
3 心灰意冷
今天有一件事很難想到如何有智慧地處理。
另外有一件事我沒有智慧回答能不能處理。
都很灰心。我反省自己是否太驕傲了。
4 心意更新
前些時候想忘記的事情，抄寫下來放在錢包。
上星期四友人看到問：是甚麼來的？是金句嗎？
我如實告訴她，她開解我要誠實面對自己，慎防被捆綁。
一席話提醒我要重新將焦點對準 神。我把那寫了想忘記的事情的紙撕掉；下一張放在錢包的，會是金句了。
1 Miss missing in heart
Today a friend asked me, 'Do you miss me?' (In reality another question of similar nature, but be it for blog writing.)
I reflected seriously over whether I made her feel I am not missing her, and then I replied carefully.
But then, she said, 'I just ask this question in a joking way...'
Well, which made me heart breaking.
2 Connection of heart
During services sometimes we are asked to connect our hands, to visualize the congregation.
Last Saturday for one of the songs I felt holding hands is suitable, but I just invited my friend on one side but not on the other side the sister who I did not know.
After this song, my friend said she was also touched that the song should be holding hands when singing, and the Spirit has touched both of us the same.
They my pro-active was not bad. (And even if she did not think the same with me it is for sure not wrong.)
3 A sinking heart
Today there is an issue it is difficult to treat it wise.
Today there is an issue I have no wisdom to answer whether I can treat it.
Both are heavy to the heart. I am reflecting whether I am too pride.
4 Renewal of heart
Earlier I wanted to remember to forget and wrote a note in my wallet.
Last Thursday my friend saw it and asked whether the paper has Bible verse on.
I told the story and she counselled me that I should be honest to myself and prevent being bounded.
The conversation reminded me to focus again on God. I tore the reminder in pieces; the next card in my wallet would be Bible verses.
1 心懷掛念
今天一友人問我 'do you miss me' (其實是問另一題，但姑且以此寫blog。)
我十分認真地反省，想想我哪裡讓她覺得我不掛念她。然後鄭重地回覆。
然後她說：I just ask this question in a joking way..
唉，使我心傷。
2 心意相通
在崇拜上有時會與身旁的人手牽手，顯出是同一個集體。
上周六與友人返崇拜時，有一首詩歌我想與兩旁的人牽手，但為免尷尬只是邀請友人，而沒有邀請另一旁的會眾，一位我不認識的姊妹。
這首歌曲唱完了，友人告訴我她與我心意相同，也有感動牽手。
那麼我的主動邀請還不錯。(即使不是也沒有錯。)
3 心灰意冷
今天有一件事很難想到如何有智慧地處理。
另外有一件事我沒有智慧回答能不能處理。
都很灰心。我反省自己是否太驕傲了。
4 心意更新
前些時候想忘記的事情，抄寫下來放在錢包。
上星期四友人看到問：是甚麼來的？是金句嗎？
我如實告訴她，她開解我要誠實面對自己，慎防被捆綁。
一席話提醒我要重新將焦點對準 神。我把那寫了想忘記的事情的紙撕掉；下一張放在錢包的，會是金句了。
1 Miss missing in heart
Today a friend asked me, 'Do you miss me?' (In reality another question of similar nature, but be it for blog writing.)
I reflected seriously over whether I made her feel I am not missing her, and then I replied carefully.
But then, she said, 'I just ask this question in a joking way...'
Well, which made me heart breaking.
2 Connection of heart
During services sometimes we are asked to connect our hands, to visualize the congregation.
Last Saturday for one of the songs I felt holding hands is suitable, but I just invited my friend on one side but not on the other side the sister who I did not know.
After this song, my friend said she was also touched that the song should be holding hands when singing, and the Spirit has touched both of us the same.
They my pro-active was not bad. (And even if she did not think the same with me it is for sure not wrong.)
3 A sinking heart
Today there is an issue it is difficult to treat it wise.
Today there is an issue I have no wisdom to answer whether I can treat it.
Both are heavy to the heart. I am reflecting whether I am too pride.
4 Renewal of heart
Earlier I wanted to remember to forget and wrote a note in my wallet.
Last Thursday my friend saw it and asked whether the paper has Bible verse on.
I told the story and she counselled me that I should be honest to myself and prevent being bounded.
The conversation reminded me to focus again on God. I tore the reminder in pieces; the next card in my wallet would be Bible verses.
2010年11月8日 星期一
20101107早上的夢 Dream - 侃侃而談 Speak fluently
有人談了一些事情，關於優劣的觀點與角度。
我就說，係喎。呀，例如我的樣子，有些人就看到我的輪廓都幾好看，有些人就看到我的墨痣這些缺憾。
在我「發表偉論」的時候，大家悶得陸續走開了。不過因為開始了，所以我也硬著頭皮說完。
夢說完了。
至於上述「偉論」其實已經思考多時，想不到在夢裡仍記得，優先說出來。這是「白板上的黑點」故事的個人化版本。^^
Dream on 20101107 morning - Speak Fluently
Someone talked about something about the pespectives of strength an weakness. I said, right, just like me that some newly met people noticed my beauty, while some first noticed my beauty spots. While I was speaking all about myself, the others felt boring and left one by one. However, as I have started, I kept ongoing until completed my opinion. The end (of my dream). While the comments about my face, I have started thinking about it for some time. It is interesting that its trial delivery is in my dream. This is a customized version of the story of 'A black spot on a white board'. ^_^
我就說，係喎。呀，例如我的樣子，有些人就看到我的輪廓都幾好看，有些人就看到我的墨痣這些缺憾。
在我「發表偉論」的時候，大家悶得陸續走開了。不過因為開始了，所以我也硬著頭皮說完。
夢說完了。
至於上述「偉論」其實已經思考多時，想不到在夢裡仍記得，優先說出來。這是「白板上的黑點」故事的個人化版本。^^
Dream on 20101107 morning - Speak Fluently
Someone talked about something about the pespectives of strength an weakness. I said, right, just like me that some newly met people noticed my beauty, while some first noticed my beauty spots. While I was speaking all about myself, the others felt boring and left one by one. However, as I have started, I kept ongoing until completed my opinion. The end (of my dream). While the comments about my face, I have started thinking about it for some time. It is interesting that its trial delivery is in my dream. This is a customized version of the story of 'A black spot on a white board'. ^_^
2010年11月4日 星期四
主持公道 (Take Off Sandal)
主持公道 Take Off Sandal
上星期四晚上，感到有點無奈，一友人說在佐敦看到我。又不像是我會在那裡出現的時間。難道我的面貌太普通而在港九新界都可以看到與我相似的人？
之前則有點開心，因為前往時一友人讚我長得漂亮像Mixed，還說我的男朋友可以扮有一個Mixed的女朋友。那麼我的男朋友應該直接找一個Mixed的女朋友，但通常讚美都是這樣的啦，而且我在推廣自己有一個Selling point也不錯。
前一段時間的兩三星期前，總沒有胃口，常常吃很少，我總是說或是因為我飲了奶茶或是因為我鍾意喜歡上人，其實仍然是鍾意喜歡多時的心上人，不過過往少和人談就是了。竟然也與細弟談「當愛上別人的時候會沒有胃口」。讀心理學的他提醒我要想想這是由何時開始的。
上星期日的工作坊，我像溫書，雖然因為遲了半天洗頭而頭痛，但在不太精神的時候，工作坊課堂上的學習內容我一點提示。
所以星期一，我開始為我的愛情的醫治禱告。真是嚴重的盲點，但竟然發現了。這樣，我算是治好了「當愛上別人的時候會沒有胃口」這個病。這個實在很好，過程是有點疑幻疑真，是的我相信，感謝天父。至於「當喝奶茶時會沒有胃口」就未知是否治好。
但星期一晚上睡覺仍是不好呢。星期二中午時談到愛情，我感到有點無助。這時我想起，我好像很愚拙，但幸好友人也耐心給我鼓勵和意見要確定心上人鍾意不鍾意我「如果不是你也要Move On架」。其中一個很入心「Don't take it too personal」。想到我的困難的道路，因為堅持自己的愚拙，但不知道是否其實是沒有智慧的愚拙還是因為順服的愚拙。但想不到讓我驚喜的是，在下午出現轉機，就是有一位代言人。呀，應該是真的發生了吧？雖然不是實在的現實。其實我最開心的不是鍾意不鍾意我，而是有沒有人明白我，所以這個情況看來是相當明白我了。但是我還未決定要做甚麼，或者有沒有時間花心思製作。究竟我是為了自己覺得有趣好玩而計劃我所想做的呢？還是真的考慮雙贏呢？不論是不鍾意然而在對事不對人的層面上，若我低調一點是否對方會好過些呢？但是這時我與人談話時發現平常我是一個好的聆聽者然而這時不斷在想表達自己的意見讓人明白，我立刻反省，這樣看來我的愛是多麼不夠，我多麼害怕受傷害。
如果簡單一點，我的新準則，則我的內在孩童：開朗繼續開朗；面具變為真誠；不知所措變為安穩，已經可以了。
上星期四晚上，感到有點無奈，一友人說在佐敦看到我。又不像是我會在那裡出現的時間。難道我的面貌太普通而在港九新界都可以看到與我相似的人？
之前則有點開心，因為前往時一友人讚我長得漂亮像Mixed，還說我的男朋友可以扮有一個Mixed的女朋友。那麼我的男朋友應該直接找一個Mixed的女朋友，但通常讚美都是這樣的啦，而且我在推廣自己有一個Selling point也不錯。
前一段時間的兩三星期前，總沒有胃口，常常吃很少，我總是說或是因為我飲了奶茶或是因為我鍾意喜歡上人，其實仍然是鍾意喜歡多時的心上人，不過過往少和人談就是了。竟然也與細弟談「當愛上別人的時候會沒有胃口」。讀心理學的他提醒我要想想這是由何時開始的。
上星期日的工作坊，我像溫書，雖然因為遲了半天洗頭而頭痛，但在不太精神的時候，工作坊課堂上的學習內容我一點提示。
所以星期一，我開始為我的愛情的醫治禱告。真是嚴重的盲點，但竟然發現了。這樣，我算是治好了「當愛上別人的時候會沒有胃口」這個病。這個實在很好，過程是有點疑幻疑真，是的我相信，感謝天父。至於「當喝奶茶時會沒有胃口」就未知是否治好。
但星期一晚上睡覺仍是不好呢。星期二中午時談到愛情，我感到有點無助。這時我想起，我好像很愚拙，但幸好友人也耐心給我鼓勵和意見要確定心上人鍾意不鍾意我「如果不是你也要Move On架」。其中一個很入心「Don't take it too personal」。想到我的困難的道路，因為堅持自己的愚拙，但不知道是否其實是沒有智慧的愚拙還是因為順服的愚拙。但想不到讓我驚喜的是，在下午出現轉機，就是有一位代言人。呀，應該是真的發生了吧？雖然不是實在的現實。其實我最開心的不是鍾意不鍾意我，而是有沒有人明白我，所以這個情況看來是相當明白我了。但是我還未決定要做甚麼，或者有沒有時間花心思製作。究竟我是為了自己覺得有趣好玩而計劃我所想做的呢？還是真的考慮雙贏呢？不論是不鍾意然而在對事不對人的層面上，若我低調一點是否對方會好過些呢？但是這時我與人談話時發現平常我是一個好的聆聽者然而這時不斷在想表達自己的意見讓人明白，我立刻反省，這樣看來我的愛是多麼不夠，我多麼害怕受傷害。
如果簡單一點，我的新準則，則我的內在孩童：開朗繼續開朗；面具變為真誠；不知所措變為安穩，已經可以了。
2010年11月3日 星期三
20101103 夢 Dream
昨天睡得很好吶。
早上的夢內，我有點煩，我夢到我想清一清fb的遊戲，打開是類似FarmVille的種植遊戲，但是很久也不能完成，約有十五分鐘，所以我煩到quit了個game。
然後看友人的blog，貼了一篇邀請人認識神的文章，在末處有一個graphic是將Happy Brithday結合1997的字，我看到了想，這篇網路流傳文章也蠻歷史悠久嘛﹗早於1997年就開始有了。
I had a good sleep yesterday.
The dream this morning. I was annoyed. I dreamt that I wanted to clear the games requests in facebook. I opened a similar game to FarmVille, and I played for 15 minutes and could not finish. Then I was so annoyed that I quitted the game.
After that I check friend's blog. There was a Gospel essay. Towards the end there was a graphic combining Happy Birthday with 1997. Then I was amazed, that this web essay has quite long history, as early as 1997 (when the internet was starting to be popular).
早上的夢內，我有點煩，我夢到我想清一清fb的遊戲，打開是類似FarmVille的種植遊戲，但是很久也不能完成，約有十五分鐘，所以我煩到quit了個game。
然後看友人的blog，貼了一篇邀請人認識神的文章，在末處有一個graphic是將Happy Brithday結合1997的字，我看到了想，這篇網路流傳文章也蠻歷史悠久嘛﹗早於1997年就開始有了。
I had a good sleep yesterday.
The dream this morning. I was annoyed. I dreamt that I wanted to clear the games requests in facebook. I opened a similar game to FarmVille, and I played for 15 minutes and could not finish. Then I was so annoyed that I quitted the game.
After that I check friend's blog. There was a Gospel essay. Towards the end there was a graphic combining Happy Birthday with 1997. Then I was amazed, that this web essay has quite long history, as early as 1997 (when the internet was starting to be popular).
2010年11月2日 星期二
心機理論 The theory of my heart
心機理論 The theory of my heart
昨天凌晨一時醒來，最可怕的是，甚至不是從惡夢裡醒來，只是被我的心的承諾「我能夠付出愛」吵醒了。
但事實上不能嘛，都做不好，醒來後告訴自己「都弄錯了」，又想早點入睡。
所以今天心情很困擾。
I have never thought of this. It is even more horrible than a bad dream. (Actually, not as bad.) When I woke up at 1am, it was because the promise that my heart made, that I can give love. How could it be? I got it all wrong. When I woke up I told myself that I am not getting it correct, and I want to get asleep soon. This made my today feeling distressed.
昨天凌晨一時醒來，最可怕的是，甚至不是從惡夢裡醒來，只是被我的心的承諾「我能夠付出愛」吵醒了。
但事實上不能嘛，都做不好，醒來後告訴自己「都弄錯了」，又想早點入睡。
所以今天心情很困擾。
I have never thought of this. It is even more horrible than a bad dream. (Actually, not as bad.) When I woke up at 1am, it was because the promise that my heart made, that I can give love. How could it be? I got it all wrong. When I woke up I told myself that I am not getting it correct, and I want to get asleep soon. This made my today feeling distressed.
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