2015年9月13日 星期日

20150913 眼藥水 Eyedrop

感謝不是沒有人關心。
對不起有些關心感受不到。明明應該。很努力的了。
Thanksgiving to unfelt knowledge.
Until it would be known feeling. Until it would be felt knowledge.

2015年9月8日 星期二

20150908 慢媒體與電車 Slow media and trams

看到突破書誌稱為慢媒體,同意,那麼跟電車是好配對了。

Breakazine nick named as slow media. It is good. Then it would be the perfect media to cover the slow news of trams.

2015年9月7日 星期一

20150907 擔心人 how about her

有一位友人,我常常擔心她太依賴人,沒有倚靠上主。
今天我有點累,想重溫多年沒有上的靈修課。
也許其實我才是依賴人的那一位。

When tired, I think of revision class of personality and spirituality.
Did I worry for a friend, thinking if she is too relying on man instead of God?
Should I rather reflect if I was the one to watch out for such.

2015年9月6日 星期日

20150906 視角的更新 The positive point of view, look up

上週六參加教會讀經加油站的辯論,很好玩。
朋友讚我的口才比想像中好。
在此我運用了過去大學時期參加辯論隊所學的。
另外隊友給我論點,所以論點很多不是我想出來的,只是剛巧我是說結論,感到得到隊友的幫助,而受到讚賞的是我。
還有因是為上主作的,不想浪費現場的兄弟姊妹的時間,也感恩好像有些效果。
(效果其實是,他們感到更迷惘,決定將書卷多讀幾遍。)
然而,幾日後,我有一件事要提出,還是結結巴巴的。感恩就此獲提醒要積極一些,是負面思想的老問題嗎?
昨天週六,原想參加愛班生活生日會,但是小組有責任落到我身,既然前一天祈禱會上,有「能事奉是恩典」,也正好配合事奉的優次吧。
在此也有恩典,由於帶查經我只負責支援,而帶詩歌是我負責,那麼先選詩歌,就將另一群組團契的週末詩選照轉發。「信、望、愛」各一首似乎是好的詩選。
在小組開始前我看看查經資料,「信望愛」剛好就是其中一條主線,查經經文是歌羅西書一1-14。今次正是體會到,願意順服事奉,也就能更多經歷恩典了。

Well, after the debate, brothers and sisters get confused about the background of the Galatians - if we read again as a result, that could have served the purpose of the Bible reading cheering booth two Saturdays ago, I suppose? 

I was further blessed that God has watched over the song selection yesterday (a Saturday). 

Grace, summarizes these two weekends, or weeks I suppose? 

2015年9月5日 星期六

20150905 蘆薈與無印良品 Aloe and Muji

去年夏天去的內蒙古,過了一年才下定決心塗曬後蘆薈,還有效嗎?

我在家中少有任務,其中一項是購買洗髮水洗浴液。多次經過無印良品,仍未選購。改天吧。這麼近,總有機會?

Not until recently did I started aloe treatment for aftersun, but it was the sunburn a year ago in Inner Mongolia. Work not?

I got minimal tasks for home and one is shampoo and body wash, from Muji. Did I pass by for more than three times? Maybe it was too near that I think there would time be always.

2015年9月4日 星期五

20150904 不是鐵人 Iron feet, Horse's eyes, Fairy's stomach

一向我都只能做很少很少東西。
以前好像能做得多是因為實在太得閒了。
我開始明白以前不覆我的大忙人。
今天祈禱會的提醒:能夠服事全是恩典。
不過,我的另一項要學習的,當然就是求助。

昨天,獲嚴正提醒要祈走負面思想。
很重要。

How it looked like I have been everywhere, or could put so much effort on those things I consider important, was that I was really not busy at all before.
Not I am just a bit busy, and then, maybe I first need to learn to seek help.

Yesterday I was reminded not to let negative mind displace some deposit from God.
Important.

2015年9月3日 星期四

20150903 書房和飯廳 Reading room and dining room

書房和飯廳的距離有點遠。
今天的來回有點累。吃力不討好。那麼又是重新檢視想討好誰的時候了。
今天還受到打擊最終還是趕不及在第一年內。我沒有告訴前輩及老師就是這樣我就想放棄。灰心了一下。
灰心過後,還好啦。其實時間和等待不是剛考過的試卷嗎?(總會找到時間,收拾好心情開工的。)

A little distance and I think I just want to not to move to and fro.
Minimization and maximization sometimes still linger on my mind, and I just realize that it was way before since I studied Economics.

20150902 Disconnect unavailable 不能失聯

曾經常常難以聯絡。藉口是,約好就是了。像那約在橋底的中國古代故事。
其實我任由電話沒電,也有點不想人找到我的心態。
最近說不能失聯。除了上週一出現下午用不到電話,竟然之後一直都順利。感恩之餘,也源於我終於肯嘗試早應可用的網上同步版電話即時通訊。只是這麼簡單的解決方法。只好說之前我一直不願嘗試的,卻原來是可行的。
有趣的是,有一位朋友聽錯我說:不能失戀。(糟糕了我的發音不準確,有待改善。)
也許不能失戀這方面,我也有些不願意嘗試但其實可行的解決之道。例如若干人建議:與男性單獨吃飯有什麼問題。沒問題,只是暫時不適合我。我也沒有動力去練習這方面。真可惜。
My phone magically could stay awake for the whole day, daily since last Tuesday. I wonder what factor helped, temperature or humidity?
Could I finally be willing to practice not breaking up in the same?

2015年9月1日 星期二

20150901 Devotion ABC 最簡單的靈修入門

最近由乘巴士改為乘地鐵上班。那麼,在通勤時間安坐可以靈修的神聖空間沒有了。如何在擠迫的地鐵擠出相應的重要時刻。

I prayed to God that from late August this year re-engineer, re-structure, re-anything my daily life and priorities. And it happens. However, maybe I didn't listen careful enough? The devotion arrangement is not clear. Alpha course (accompany non-/new believer)? Bible study fellowship? C for some reading scheme maybe? Devotion is important so I will continue to seek appropriate time and space as moments of devotion, not taking form or mean as end.