只想被重視而已 The need of significance

我想，那天被蚊子咬的陰影太大了。至今久久不能平復。
有點迷茫。是不是不夠愛呢？是從決定上還是從表達方式上？
因為不要給人作的事，所以決定了。
要走出情緒的困擾，也是要不再與蚊子咬的印痕掙扎好了。
I still reflect on the mosquito bites. I wonder whether I made a wrong decision or used a wrong presentation method. I tried not to do for human. Let us decide. I go forward from the emotion worries and no more struggle with the bite marks.