同友人吃下午茶餐，我的飲品未點，就走了。我說我還未點飲品呀，但友人要走了，我自己留在咖啡室點飲品但不受理，後來另一茶客理我，我訴說之前因睡覺錯過了點餐茶的時間，對方說，怎麼可能睡覺呢？我想想，也合理，應該不能睡覺，但又隱若感到睡覺過，於是想了回憶了很久，也不得所以然。情人在這時候出現了。他見我又像過去一樣在附近，就測試我是否如同過去一樣，但我，其實有點想回到過去但也忍住了。後來他的伙伴到場，收拾離開，談起遲些走的方法，我根據以往的經驗分享，一點不擔心因過去而影響現在。
I had tea with friends. My drinks are yet to order, and they thought it was time to leave. I protested that I had not ordered drinks yet, but friends needed to go, so I left myself at the coffee shop for the order but was neglected. Later on, a customer took care of me, and I talked about my nap delaying the ordering of the drinks. The reply was, how could there be sleeping? I thought that there should be none too, but I felt it. I made a great effort to remember but finally failed. At this time my lover was there. He saw that I was around just like before, thus wanted to test me whether I was like before. However, I was really wanting to be back to the past but I held back. After that, his partner was present, and packed for leaving this tentative living place. Talking about the staying behind method, I frankly shared the past experiences without any worries about the past affecting the present.
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