馬尾 Liatris ligulistylis

年廿九，逛花市買了馬尾花。　
年底年初逛花市購物是開心的事。　
買的時候，帶回家的時候，卻是很擔心，我喜歡的會不會被批評？　
回家途中在公共汽車上，就在思考會獲得甚麼批評，例如這是襯花，而不是正花，等等。或是價錢太貴，總之只是向負面看。　
最後都順利過關，我是說，一方面在買的時候、買到回家的時候，也獲得正常的「行」的贊同，「好靚呀」「幾靚喎」之類，和正面的建議，「用水養會放久一點」。另一方面，還有是更意識到自己擔心小事的過程，甚麼是值得介意而甚麼不是。　
現在已經事過境遷，我僅是想記得這經驗。　
The second last day before the Chinese New Year, at the flower market I bought market flower.
It should be refreshing and happy.
At buying and bringing home, I was worrying whether my choice was to get critics.
On the bus, I could think of hypothesis of blaming, for example, that it is just a secondary flower but not a primary flower. Or it could be too expensive? All the way towards the negative side.
At last I went through smoothly. I would say, when buying and after bringing home, I got all the 'socializing' (I think so) agreeings, 'great', 'quite nice', and positive advices, 'plant with water is better'. Or I just be there for the awareness of these worries, and what I shall care or not, although from the person I care.
And I keep the memory for reference.