2011年1月12日 星期三

常設 Standing

與相睇對象認識後的見面是返教會,然後,他就問我如何信主,以及我所信的是甚麼。這個「面試」比較我上浸禮班後的「問心事」(確認信仰的心事)都一樣嘛。
之後一次返教會後喝茶談天,我對此次的印象不太深刻。好像是問家人信主的情況?
後來的見面是問我見過最深刻的神蹟是甚麼。哈哈,真有趣,這是第三次面試?
因這「面試問題」我想起一個見證,是坐輪椅的人能站起來的事。
當晚找到有關的資料,原來是去年年初的見證影片片段。
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/aYiekLoAkhA/
重看一次,依然感動。
當她的同學、牧師、學院職員為她已經站起來痊癒感恩祈禱時,如第一次看的時候一樣我也哭了。
至於我自己,我的心靈欠缺的自信和在神裡面的價值,我也想站起來的,我也是不是沒有站起來過,但只是短暫地,像片段的姊妹所說的經歷。
是的,固然我有信心會站起來,更重要的是原來我是有需要站起來的,一直坐輪椅太可惜了。 :)




I have been to match making (friend's friend), and I am introduced to a guy who really loves God.
After the first time meeting, we did not date but went to church. After that we had a drink and he asked me how I believe in Christ. Therefore I told him my testimony. It is just like the ‘interview’ before I get baptized.
At the next drink after going to church, I did not remember very clearly, but it seems it was about whether my family members believe in Christ or not.
After that there was the third ‘interview’. He asked me about miracles that I have seen / heard of. These interviews are really out of my expectation. I didn’t think of these spiritual chatting topics. But it was quite interesting.
At night I searched for the miracle testimony that I have thought of during the chat. It happened a year ago. It was a sister in Christ who had been on the wheelchair for 6 years and then she could walk again.
I watched the video again and I was touched just like when I first watched it.
When her classmates, pastor, and other staff gave the thanksgiving prayer to God that she can stand up again, I cried for the testimony and God’s great work.
For myself, in my heart I need the confidence and to confirm of my value in God. I would like to stand up, and I did just like the sister said previously she could walk for a few steps.
Now I realize that not only I have the faith that I would stand again. More importantly I realize that I need to stand up and walk freely. It is a pity if I keep on travelling on the wheelchair.

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