心機理論 The theory of my heart

心機理論 The theory of my heart
昨天凌晨一時醒來，最可怕的是，甚至不是從惡夢裡醒來，只是被我的心的承諾「我能夠付出愛」吵醒了。
但事實上不能嘛，都做不好，醒來後告訴自己「都弄錯了」，又想早點入睡。
所以今天心情很困擾。
I have never thought of this. It is even more horrible than a bad dream. (Actually, not as bad.) When I woke up at 1am, it was because the promise that my heart made, that I can give love. How could it be? I got it all wrong. When I woke up I told myself that I am not getting it correct, and I want to get asleep soon. This made my today feeling distressed.