豁然開朗
昨天突然有一個「我已經知道甚麼於我最好，為甚麼還在不適合我的圈子兜轉？」的感覺。事緣友人告訴我，你怎麼將潤唇膏塗出界了？看到我的嘴唇脫皮，雖然我有塗潤唇膏，我們稍稍討論。近期我用的是綿羊油護唇膏(台灣手信from姐姐)，我說，最適合我的是DHC，友人說，那款我也有使用，橄欖油嘛﹗我說，就是了。腦中想起近期沒有用DHC是因為手邊沒有，而手邊有的又不好浪費……然後就叮一聲出現「我已經知道甚麼於我最好，為甚麼還在不適合我的圈子兜轉？」的感覺。其實自從一年前一位友人遊日本送我DHC橄欖油手信，一使用我立刻就知道這是最適合我的。所以我去日本時也買了兩枝。然而其不好處是斷，融化了黏在蓋子上，遊日本友人送給我的沒有這問題，我自己買的兩枝就有，可能是夏天溫度較熱的原因，或是我弄跌跌斷。
昨天當友人提點我潤唇膏不要塗出界以及嘴唇脫皮要塗潤唇膏(或許現時用的不夠好)，我是有點躁(對自己)，為甚麼仍是這個缺點給人看到？然而直到出現「我已經知道甚麼於我最好」，卻帶來似曾相識的穩定感。
貪新棄舊
昨天友人約我燒烤，日期好像有甚麼做，看日曆表原來是騎單車，之後去燒烤時間剛好。但應承了後，才想起，好像說過當天下午騎單車後會像上次一樣去燒烤的嘛？本來留在原地與騎單車的友人燒烤是最好的，不用走來走去，不過想不起嘛。今天問騎單車的友人，說燒烤一事應該是火鍋，但還沒有落實的。那麼我不問了，就去應承了的燒烤吧。
失而復得
昨天報名表報到了。不翼而飛原來是周遊一番，是昨天最開心的消息。
OPEN
Yesterday, I suddenly felt 'I know what the best is for me. Why am I still lingering around where I am not suitable?' The story is this. A friend told me that my lip cream exceeded from my mouth line. She notices that my lips were peeling, and we discuss a while about it. Recently I am using sheep oil (Taiwanese souvenir from my elder sister). I told her the most suitable for me is DHC. My friend told me that she also uses it, she said, ‘Olive oil, right?’ Exactly! I am reminded that recently there is no DHC because it is not handy; on the other hand the handy item I shall not waste it – and then suddenly came into my mind was a thought and feeling, ‘I know what my best is, but why shall I linger on the circle not suitable for me?’ I knew the DHC since my friend gave it as a souvenir from Japan, a year ago, and it is suitable enough for me, I understood at first use. Therefore I bought two sticks at my Japan trip. There is one shortcoming. It breaks and sticks on the lid. The gift received had not such problem but those two I bought had. It might be that at summer the heat dissolved it or that I broke it by dropping on the floor.
When my friend reminded me to keep the lip balm shall not be out of mouth line and to put on lip balm when the lip is peeling (or could be the current one is not suitable), I was a bit annoyed (to myself) that I should have this weakness discovered by others. However when I got the insight that ‘I know what the best to me is,’ I had a stable mind as if I had before.
NEW
Yesterday my friend asked me to barbecue. The date was familiar it seemed that I had something. I checked the schedule and realized that I was going to biking. The barbecue afterwards would fit the time. But when I have agreed to go, I remembered that biking could be followed by barbecue as it had before. On the first place it was the best to go barbecue with the biking friends, thus travelling is minimized. I just could not remember! Today I asked biking friends who told me that the barbecue was hotpot. However, the coming up one was not confirmed. Therefore I shall ask not, and shall go to the barbecue as agreed.
FILE
Yesterday the application form arrived. It lost the way before returning to place. It was the happiest piece of news yesterday.
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