2010年11月23日 星期二

20101123 靈修扎記 Spiritual Journal: 土地 Land

S for 經文 Scripture
約書亞記
19:1 為西緬支派的人、按着宗族、拈出第二鬮.他們所得的地業、是在猶大人地業中間.
19:2 他們所得為業之地、就是別是巴、(或名示巴)摩拉大、
19:3 哈薩書亞、巴拉、以森、
19:4 伊利多拉、比土力、何珥瑪、
19:5 洗革拉、伯瑪加博、哈薩蘇撒、
19:6 伯利巴勿、沙魯險、共十三座城、還有屬城的村莊.
Joshua
19:1 And the second lot came forth to Simeon, even for the tribe of the children of Simeon according to their families: and their inheritance was within the inheritance of the children of Judah.
19:2 And they had in their inheritance Beersheba, and Sheba, and Moladah,
19:3 And Hazarshual, and Balah, and Azem,
19:4 And Eltolad, and Bethul, and Hormah,
19:5 And Ziklag, and Bethmarcaboth, and Hazarsusah,
19:6 And Bethlebaoth, and Sharuhen; thirteen cities and their villages:

O for 觀察 Observation
每支派獲分派城和屬城的村莊(或屬城的郊野)。
Each tribe inherited their cities and their villages (or countryside).

A for 應用 Application
關注屬城的村莊(或郊野),可能沒有名字,但也是生命的一部分。
Take care of the villages (or countryside), where it might be difficult to be named or described, but are part of life.

P for 禱告 Prayer
主,願我的生命在祢手中,我的一生跟隨祢的道,即使是生命裡最細小的一幅土地,祢的種籽也種植其中而且生長。
Lord, may all my life be in Your hand, and all my life following Your way, and even the smallest plot in my life let Your seeds planted and grow.

2010年11月22日 星期一

20101122 靈修扎記

S
路加福音 第一章61.他們說:你親族中沒有叫這名字的。
O
當我們做一些創新的事,人們都會說過去不是這樣的。
A
最近的困擾是我間或做些非主流的事,但我是非常傳統的人,這節經文提醒我,可以不跟傳統的。別人的反對卻是正常的。
P
天父:祢的旨意高過人的意念。但如非祢的指示,又是清晰明確的,我就不冒這個險了。

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2010年11月19日 星期五

沙漏 Sand timer

前些時候聽「情歌」,想起如果參加歌唱比賽,就這首。
然後向歌唱比賽中心職員兼友人哼唱,我自己也覺得悶,不是好的選曲嗎?
後來一次與一位興趣歌手討教,其實都是找話題,因時間安排或不能參加比賽,但也趁機討教,獲益良多後,真的因為他說我太多不足,所以竟有點想嘗試參賽。(還有是因為兩友人說要出席支持我出賽。)
但無論如何都可以練唱。
今天練唱時,我仔細思想歌詞,突然邊唱邊哭出來。原來心上人留給我的「情歌」是,網誌。我已經由被MV感動變成有自己的故事要說了。



Earlier I listened to 'love song' and I would like to take it for my singing competition.
And then I sang it to the singing contest centre staff cum friend lightly, and I even bored myself. Is it not a good choice of song?
Later I seeked help from a singer for interest. Then I was not going to join the contest due time conflict, but took the chance to get some insights for improvement. After getting valuable comments, I was also told that I am far from fair singing, and it burnt my fire for joining to some extend. (Also because two friends there were supportive to say would see me in the competition.)
Anyway I can practise singing no matter joining or not.
Today I practised. I thought over the lyrics and dropped tear. The Person On My Heart has left 'love song' for me, my blog. Earlier I was touched by the MV of this song and now I have my own story to tell.

2010年11月16日 星期二

困境 Stuck

上星期五我的心情不太好,離開座位時,我的袋的手挽卡在抽屜的軌道。應變措施是,我將物品改放在紙袋中,帶走。想不到數天前向別人取來的紙袋竟會有用。回家時心裡也很著急,因為趕著回家。 
這幾天的袋也留在抽屜內,但今天終於沉著氣,以耐心把袋子救出來。
教訓是:「不要把頭手伸出車外。」
Last Friday I was annoyed, because when I left my seat, the handle of my bag was holding the rail of the drawer. Then I changed the contents to another bag and moved on.
The bag was left in the drawer for these days.
Today I tried to be patient to bring the bag out.
Moral: 'Keep hands and head in the car.'

2010年11月15日 星期一

20101115 夢 Dream

今早夢的情景是短宣。屋前有泥濘的阻礙,及後來在分享見證。
This morning dreamt of short missionary trip. There were some water in front of a house and we chatted out testimonials casually.

2010年11月14日 星期日

跳躍 skip

今天因為喉嚨痛,藉口遲些起行,沒有前往早堂崇拜和中堂主日學,直接出席步操綵排練習。然後趕赴友人的屬靈的家探訪。
昨天的行程則是從早到晚。友人的專業認可典禮當中遇到同事及中學同學各一。傳授的電腦知識中教導刑事法和民事法的分別。匆忙的晚飯後,練歌再作輕鬆的晚飯。
Today due to sore throat, skipped morning services and mid sunday school, and directly went to practice rally. After that I went to my friend's spiritual home for visit.
Yesterday I was at the street from morning to night. At my friend's professional ceremony I met a colleague and a secondary schoolmate. In computer class I taught about crime and civil offence which one shall go to jail. After the quick dinner, I sing a song and had a light dinner.

2010年11月12日 星期五

20101112 夢 Dream

20101112 夢 Dream
被軟禁。但有人陪伴。還有大螢幕電視看。
I am placed under house arrest. But there was someone to be with me. And there is a large screen television for entertainment.

2010年11月11日 星期四

2010年11月9日 星期二

心無旁鶩 The heart without distractions

心無旁鶩 The heart without distractions
1 心懷掛念
今天一友人問我 'do you miss me' (其實是問另一題,但姑且以此寫blog。)
我十分認真地反省,想想我哪裡讓她覺得我不掛念她。然後鄭重地回覆。
然後她說:I just ask this question in a joking way..
唉,使我心傷。
2 心意相通
在崇拜上有時會與身旁的人手牽手,顯出是同一個集體。
上周六與友人返崇拜時,有一首詩歌我想與兩旁的人牽手,但為免尷尬只是邀請友人,而沒有邀請另一旁的會眾,一位我不認識的姊妹。
這首歌曲唱完了,友人告訴我她與我心意相同,也有感動牽手。
那麼我的主動邀請還不錯。(即使不是也沒有錯。)
3 心灰意冷
今天有一件事很難想到如何有智慧地處理。
另外有一件事我沒有智慧回答能不能處理。
都很灰心。我反省自己是否太驕傲了。
4 心意更新
前些時候想忘記的事情,抄寫下來放在錢包。
上星期四友人看到問:是甚麼來的?是金句嗎?
我如實告訴她,她開解我要誠實面對自己,慎防被捆綁。
一席話提醒我要重新將焦點對準 神。我把那寫了想忘記的事情的紙撕掉;下一張放在錢包的,會是金句了。
1 Miss missing in heart
Today a friend asked me, 'Do you miss me?' (In reality another question of similar nature, but be it for blog writing.)
I reflected seriously over whether I made her feel I am not missing her, and then I replied carefully.
But then, she said, 'I just ask this question in a joking way...'
Well, which made me heart breaking.
2 Connection of heart
During services sometimes we are asked to connect our hands, to visualize the congregation.
Last Saturday for one of the songs I felt holding hands is suitable, but I just invited my friend on one side but not on the other side the sister who I did not know.
After this song, my friend said she was also touched that the song should be holding hands when singing, and the Spirit has touched both of us the same.
They my pro-active was not bad. (And even if she did not think the same with me it is for sure not wrong.)
3 A sinking heart
Today there is an issue it is difficult to treat it wise.
Today there is an issue I have no wisdom to answer whether I can treat it.
Both are heavy to the heart. I am reflecting whether I am too pride.
4 Renewal of heart
Earlier I wanted to remember to forget and wrote a note in my wallet.
Last Thursday my friend saw it and asked whether the paper has Bible verse on.
I told the story and she counselled me that I should be honest to myself and prevent being bounded.
The conversation reminded me to focus again on God. I tore the reminder in pieces; the next card in my wallet would be Bible verses.

2010年11月8日 星期一

20101107早上的夢 Dream - 侃侃而談 Speak fluently

有人談了一些事情,關於優劣的觀點與角度。
我就說,係喎。呀,例如我的樣子,有些人就看到我的輪廓都幾好看,有些人就看到我的墨痣這些缺憾。
在我「發表偉論」的時候,大家悶得陸續走開了。不過因為開始了,所以我也硬著頭皮說完。
夢說完了。
至於上述「偉論」其實已經思考多時,想不到在夢裡仍記得,優先說出來。這是「白板上的黑點」故事的個人化版本。^^

Dream on 20101107 morning - Speak Fluently
Someone talked about something about the pespectives of strength an weakness. I said, right, just like me that some newly met people noticed my beauty, while some first noticed my beauty spots. While I was speaking all about myself, the others felt boring and left one by one. However, as I have started, I kept ongoing until completed my opinion. The end (of my dream). While the comments about my face, I have started thinking about it for some time. It is interesting that its trial delivery is in my dream. This is a customized version of the story of 'A black spot on a white board'. ^_^