20130708 水深處或水面上 The depth of thoughts

很苦惱我會有感情掙扎，和我所計劃的不同，所以很困擾。但最近出現一幅圖畫。在大海中的掙扎，越慌張越沉下去了；反而冷靜下來，還是有足夠的浮力。而且，同樣是掙扎的另一個圖畫，當停止掙扎後，原來身處是身高足及的淺水，輕輕站起來，別自尋煩惱以為會遇溺吧？

What is deeper? My thoughts or the problem of relationship? Last week I was still merging in sorting out the wronging or being wronged of the wrong person. And a lady in my company cell group simply asks me to be more simple and straight forward. Ordinary is ordinary. 

我不服氣。

But it was not helpful. 

Let go is helpful. 

And it is. 

Hum... let it be let go, in which format?